unlearnable lesson...

there seems to be one lesson that i'll never learn... that darn alcohol called whiskey. it's the same story and has the same ending. you would think that after a couple times, i would get tired of the same outcome and try to change things up a little bit. but nope, i just let the same story happen all over again.

lately i seem to be in phase 2 of the quarter-life crisis. i don't like to admit it, but i think i am still pretty attached to my family. it started during the holidays when 3 of the chengsters were overseas. i think i am a pretty independent person, all grown up and stuff... but i sure miss my family during the holiday season. with most of the clan gone during this past holiday, i spent too much time by myself and my mind went wild. i might had a case of the holiday blues.

expectation is a magical thing. for me, it has the power to change me from half-full-glass to half-empty-glass guy. i guess managing my expectation is something i still need to work on.

it's a new year so i thought to start my blog anew. the last one had too much negative-chi towards the end and that's just not my style. hopefully i'll be able to come up with more thoughtful things to write this time around.